Winter 2020 Newsletter

FULL STATEMENT:

Words from Winter Crew Members
Victor Reeder

OEC helped me make it throughout their program to a certain extent but I helped myself to finish it. What I have learned throughout this journey… It seems as if I am always going through things or putting myself through difficulties that I have to learn from in order to strive to embrace a higher extent of wisdom… Every time I choose not to do so. It makes me less confident within myself, more depressed, more able to consider the thought of giving up. When I know I really care but It seems like I don’t ,which leads to a misunderstanding at times when I don’t know how to at times….. When it gets to that point. I start looking for answers in all sorts of different ways whether its by looking up quotes sometimes and applying it to my life, remembering the realization of…. Anyone can leave…. whats important is how are they staying…?…. The word ” Focus” goes hand and hand when it comes to the word “Work”. Sometimes you have to work alone in order to focus…. sometimes you have to work in order to focus…. As long as you do not quit…. Love never fails…. Also remembering what you are tired of failing also helps to care…. I have to mentally, physically, emotionally, let go of myself  in order to connect with someone who seems to think I don’t care about them. “We wont have whats called a relationship, if it doesn’t include working towards something of intent, value, and care. I was never good at helping myself, never good at doing whats right and what I need to do instead of various let downs which leads to shouldn’t of’s…. I came into consideration of I have to embrace it all even when I choose to walk away, to not say anything, to be less confident, more depressed, more able to consider the thought of giving up at times. By you finally standing strong no matter what if love never fails you will end up knowing the answer to your relationship on how to Love Unconditionally. Once you keep up with that, they will see how much you really care. They will see your intent, value and care.